Thoughts

A couple week or two ago, I was feeling very upset. I was having my little own reality check, everything bothered me. I guess I can say I was at my own little cross roads with decisions, dramas, and etc.

I had a wonderful conversation with best friend, it really cleared a lot of stuff on my mind. Most of them are decisions that had to deal with me. It's been too long, I should have done this long ago. My best friend has always said, things will surly fall into place. It's just, I've realized I haven't really done my part beyond the best that i usually do. I'm content with where I'm at, but when i think about myself at my younger years, I think I've settle with comfort and forgot about how to chase after my dreams. Like really CHASE after it, and not just keep dreaming of how to get there. Maybe that's where I fall short while everyone is where they are at now. Life is really what you make of it, i have no regrets but though I live today and enjoy the wonders it bring, I cannot help but wonder and battle with myself if I've lived it well enough...

Close friends and families always tells me i think too much, do I really? I guess, 28 years has gone by so fast. It's always been a self battle and I am my own worst critic. It's just that, I just don't want to miss "A" thing.

Tai